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Friday, December 1st, 2006
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7:45 am - Cock Tease - Power User
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You know why he doesn't look like jesus.... because he's fucking dead. And that means that you aren't going to see him... The Killers... I wish them being mormons was ironic but it's not... just moronic... i hate the damn song... but do i? fuck, shouldnt have downloaded it... nevermind.
HAHAHAHAH TOOL TONIGHT - cant fucking wait, the gig is gonna be soooooooo fucking emense and i get to see sir david and sir cheesman. should be great. going with nickels.unfortunatly he drives like i will be doing when i've passed my test... which isn't a bad thing. it's great, i love watching people shit themselves in the back of cars.
thought i might write this for nev. not that he cares. but he's lonely and needs something to read... should really copy and paste the whole encyclopedia in here. wikipedia... nah, it could be wrong, who knows... people just make it up, its all a fucking conspiracy... a total mindfuck with a search engine.
watching the last episode of the IT crowd... funny stuff... not quite as funny as mighty boosh live... that was the fucking limit, but its still pretty damn funny.
I'm now a power user on oink so yeah, ive got a few invites... ian keeps asking me for one... i dont think he realises that his gallion doesn't play mp3... or flac for that matter... i don't even think he's got a stereo, unless he get (se)X-zibit and (NorthSouthEast)Westwood to snazz his boat up on PIMP MY GALLION... i doubt it.
going to shower. i'll be back in about ten minutes to write some more literature.
was just moaning about ethnics to my dad... the americans have got it right, learn english or get out... not the sharpest tools in the shed when it comes to politcs but sometimes they get it right... bearing in mind probably not even half of the americans in america are american... but anyway...
nev, enjoy.
current mood: ecstatic current music: Tool - Laterlus
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| Saturday, September 23rd, 2006
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9:09 pm - Work today.
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well.. yeah on the till for 4 hours... was well boring. delivery arrived... hahahha, milk had gone splat everywhere in the lolololololololorry. got a tika masala for lunch (Y). emma arrives, shes in the worst mood ever. i start loading a trolley with delivery.. fucking sugar poors out... all over my damn leg! some went into my shoes... fucking shite! emma comes into the warehouse and tells me to put all the beer on one trolley... so i begin... pick up some carling.. fucking poors down my trousers... i shout bollocks... pick up some stella.. its soaking.. BASTARD! pick up carlsbery.. and guess what.. its fucking runnning down my bastard leg... fuck shit piss.. nevermind...
15 mins later emma has grilled a burger and is still hungry... i tell to fuck shit when she asks me to go to the chip shop... then i point out its closed. so she tells me to ring jon and tell him to get some.. so i did.
later on i got talking to morag... was talking for about 20 mins opps.
talked to nevillemaydies auntie... she is the bastard that works at tesco and has a STUPID FUCKING amount of lottery to make me scan/print off every week. only found out that it was roberts auntie.. i told her it my drumming she has to put up with.. and it was us that water pistoled her kids.. she didnt even know.. opps....
stayed an extra hour... so i could eat chips! they were great.. nice one jon. emma stole ketchup!!! OH NOESSSSS! later on i bought some cake and cream... we ate that... made emma eat some... lol fran hates cream and was heaving while we were pouring it. awesome...
i met emmas mum and some people in a daweoeoeoeoeo tried to kill me..
i then got a rental card for francos, and rented walk the line... tonight will be enjoyed.
goodday.
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| Friday, September 22nd, 2006
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5:58 pm - Black Frames To Stare Out
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The Day Before Yesterday... (Wednesday)
Fucking AWESOME!!!! i mean the driving there and back was shite, at first it was funny that we forgot the map, but on the way back in the dark it's not funny. and when there isnt road signs anymore that make sense, well that just gets even more fucking confusing. anyway, it's not about how angry people got, or how funny it was (only on the way there), it's about the fucking gig.
on arriving in wolves we proceeded to drive around alot... eventually amy made the decision for us and we parked at the train station. we then walked, following some scene kids... as i had infact been pretty shit at directingg us through wolves i got a beating off sarah, then she smiled. we then asked the same chaps where it was, they directed us, but of course cos we have no fucking idea of the layout of wolves it didnt help.we asked some more people, turned out it was just round the corner...
ariving there after doors open, we were soon in the venue.no frisking or nothing.. i guess it aint no london. in the que there was some guy with a plus 44 shirt on who'd been to the show in london the night before.me and robert joined in taking the piss out of avenged sevenfold.. hhahahahaahaha no tour cos they're gay and need to record music because their record label will drop them.. maybe not.. they still suck. took a piss that i'd need the whole way there, that bloody relentless shit.. makes you fart and piss. went to the merch stand... bought 2 matches shirts, the two that robert didnt get, one denis the menace and the other black. asked if the guys would be out to sign/get photo raped. she said that they'd be around and about after they'd played. saw mark burridge and that strange guy who played acoustic at the gig we played the other week. yeah... then waited.. saw shawn thinking about coming onto stage... so ran up! fucking awesome! i mean jesus....
Salty Eyes Sick Little Suicide Didi (My Doe, Part 2) Little Maggots Sunburn Versus the Rhinovirus You (Don't) Know Me Papercut Skin Chain Me Free
the band is on stage.... fucking jon wearing great huge EMO glasses... (Y) shawn looking like he dressed himself... justin and matt looking ready to rock... salty eyes... i dont know why but i just presumed it couldn't be done live wih the violoin bollocks.. but oh they did it.. and it was heavy at the end... and i came.... OHH!!! prior to this song im screaming like a girl cos of them damn cans of relentless... then shit sent me super hypersome, girls turn round and laugh at me... im like " I FUCKING LOVE THEM!!!!" they laugh more... damn bitches. sick little suicide.. mental... little mini pit thing.. the matches going crazy... shawn passes guitar to guitar tech... shawn jumped in... i grabbed him and pulled him back... ooooo man love! some silly bints infront of me and robert kept elbowing me.. to be fucking fair you dont ever stand at the front of a gig if you dont plan on gettting the shit squashed out of you.. so yeah elbow.. after elbow.. so you push harder... the silly ginger bucktoothed faggot didnt get teh picture... Didi.. fucking ace.... the clapping, the jumping... awwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!! little maggots... a little slower than normal, yet still amazing... yes yes i did, i screamed.... its on my myspace profile... everything went quiet... i scream.... FUCKING ZERO!!!! people turn round and look... i just smile... robert pukes... LOL PUSSY! no fucker likes sunburn vs rhinovirus, except me and robert.. his string borke in the previous song, so the first attempt to play the song failed because jon forgot to come in on time, was pretty funny... they jumped round like twats somemore. the album is emense.. period. great live... like it wouldnt be.aahaaahhahaahha you (don't) know me... awesome i get to do elvis uh huh huh without looking a total prick... i dance... not pogo or mosh, dance. they introduced it as a single over here, they mean on itunes... itunes is for gays! but free coca cola songs are always useful... papercut skin gets a great reception... just before this song i moan at the ginger bint.. claming she's hurting me she's talking and im not caring... cos they're playing. chain me free hits the crowd, most people around me are well into the matches, they announce it to be their last song... they bang it out, im jumping around crazy, i think i cracked the silly bint and her friend in the head... GOOD she can fuck off1!!! so i humped screamed and had a blast... fuck bollocks
went for a drink... corona.. nothing like a bland beer after a jump around, sing along... waited around.. sarah didnt want to touch me :(( tehe.... hung around... talked to the matches merch lady, we decided that jon actually looks like the guy from prison break... and that the afro was better.... she said she hadn't seen prison break ( i haven't either) and she disagreed with what i said about the hair... i now agree with her after seeing/touching jons musclely body YUM! anyway,Jon (Guitar) was the first to appear, covered in sweat and wearing his glasses. i hugged him, got him to sign my album asked jon about a single in this country, he said that the record label didnt do that.. epitaph are fags! talked to jon about a tour in this country, them headlining, he said that they weren't big enough.. which is good but they dont play enough songs.
managed to skank us all stickers... she told us to keep it quiet, so we did.
matt (the drummer) apeared soon after, wearing a towel... drying his head, i hugged him. he used a biro to sign my album. we got into a discussion about the warped tour, he said that it was a lot of hard work just to play 30 mins and then get into a van and drive for 8 hours. we then started talking about the bonus you (don't) know me remix... which isn't on the album. he put it into the merch ladies laptop... and i waqs right, no bonus track... yesterday robert did some research, turns out the uk mix is only on the japanese version of the ablum... CRAZY!!!!!
next i went for a drink. i bumped into justin (bass), hugged him. i talked to him for a while about their performance, how great they are, how different there new album is, told him about the fuck up. got him to sign my album. we talked somemore, i asked him if it would be possible to get a whole band picture.. he told me that i'd need to like find them all in the same room... trust me, this was incredibly hard to do.i ordered some cokes... sarah comes up to me, "shawns in there" meaning where the merch was, she took my money and i dashed off in search of shawn...
it really isn't hard to miss him, he's fucking tall!! so yeah, i jumped on his back... he made a sound like he'd just orgasmed after a good bumming... he turned round and hugged me.i was like "fucking lopved the show".. saying fuck inbetween every word, smiling he thank us for coming, i explained that i'd only really gone for them.got into a conversation about the bonus track, he was like "that's fucking shit" was quite funny!talked to him about the 3 way split, he was like, "fuck, you've got that?" of course i fucking have!his jaw actually dropped.i said that the acoustic version of sick little suicide was so fucking dark, he had the biggest grin. talked about the shoot me in the smile acoustic, i asked him what the fuck all the broken glass was, he told me that they went out and bought a shit load of glass from like antique shops and second hand shops and then smashed all the sheets of glass while they were playing... insane, he said "that was my favourite recording session". fucking nutters. got a picture with shawn.. as you can see.
this was during ok go....
ok go danced a bit...
i talked to the guitar tech, he's proper into it. managed to gather the whole band together... me and robert pose for a photo with them... sarah's camera dies.... everyone was like "BOLLOCKS!" sarahs wips out the phone, shawn and i pose, he pretending to kiss me... he can tell if the picture's taken cos there's no flash, so he was like "count 1, 2, 3"... 10 seconds later he screams "where the fuck was the 1, 2, 3"... was well funny, he licked my face by accident.. was hilarious cos he was all like "dude, ew i just licked sweat off your face"!
MCS appear after an age, i like them quite alot, but for me that night was about the matches. anyway, MCS were great, they played an awesome set, i knew a fair amount of their lyrics... changed alot of them to involve sleeping with/bumming roberts mum.. they took ages to set up... bloody sound check... EVERY fucker knew the words to The Future Freaks Me Out, i even saw shawn singing along whilst signing peoples shit.
we left.... for our epic journey home... we were vexed by how to get our sorry asses out of the car park.... hahahahah so yeah, we went to the machine... i saw a sign saying we needed to go to the train station to pay for the ticket... robert just pushed the button on the exit barrier... it opened... crazy, we got free cark parking... so they legged it to the car... i kept the ticket and we drove.. home for just gone midnight.. fucking awesome night.. and here's the remains of it, i say remains... what i mean is, the fully signed album, ticket stub and virgin car park ticket thing.. which i shouldnt still have... hmmm.
Yesterday
i bought a scanner for 1.99... including drivers and everything... SCORE....
anyway, this has taken over two days to right... you can FUCK RIGHT OFF for a few days now, while i sleep, cos ive had 14.5 hours sleep in 3 nights....
NIGHT!
current mood: sleepy current music: The Matches - DISCOGRAPHY!!!!!11
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| Monday, September 18th, 2006
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11:31 pm - tempramental....
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wemon... period, some times i wonder if im hated, or im just not good enough... sleep is a miricle cure... thank fuck
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| Sunday, September 17th, 2006
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12:38 pm - home sessions
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i need a bass and a four track... now.. so i can home record.. probably a mic too... hmmm any one got a spare bass?
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10:50 am - Sunday mourning
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still uninspired... hmmmmmmmmm, want chocolate, but i'll get my ass raped if i eat the buttons without sarah, hmmmmmmmmm...
hmm, i would love just to play drums right now and wake every fucker up... it's a sunday so all the lazy bastards are still in bed.
need some damn breakfast, im thinking the usual bran flakes (tesco) and toast..
need a new fucking harddrive... god damn music.. need more to get more... also i need a dvd drive almost bought one off overclockers... would have been less than 30 quid... and it's still tempting. would save having to wait an age for my cd writer to durn a cd.. fuck it, i buying it.. it cost 18 quid, but postage is 8 pound.. fucking hell!
/brb
done... suck my balls i know own a DVD RW... (Y) score...
will be useful, to burn dvds and back up stuff..
to be pretty honest i'm not mourning anything apart from the potential death of evilalive, i loved playing... we just never had enough of our own stuff.we could have... meh, no use on looking back on it all... probably post on here laterzzzzxzzzzzxz
current mood: crazy current music: Sugarcult - Start Static
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2:19 am - a plea.
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i want to do something anything, im bored with this life. i dont wnat out... i want a direction, that i enjoy... i'm in love, i have the best friends, but i'm bored (not with them), not enough stimulation, too little sleep, i want more of a life. i want things to buzz around me, i want to be active, inspired and moving aournd.work restricts me, so do my hours of college, people leaving and other people's schedueles.i don't want boundaries, i want free happiness... please help.
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| Saturday, September 16th, 2006
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9:41 am - The last week
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been a while since i posted.. since then, loads of cds have come, i've played a gig, been back to college, lost sleep, gained sleep, slept in another bed, walked a dog (a few times), been to work, downloaded itunes 7, updated my ipod, got a bus, been in a car, eaten, been to asda, been to hmv... and i'm now currently listening to johnny cash... bought american recordings 3 and 4.. oh yeah, i got paid too....
tbf i cant really be arsed to type... so i am going to leaven this window open all day... bearing in mind ive got work, and i know something is happening tonight but i've got no fucking idea... oh bollocks...
I <3 johnny cash, my mum saw him live back in the day... really i think she slept with him, stupid groopie... i dont really... haha, would be funny, oliver bates... son of johnny cash (Y) cant sing though.. hmmm
jsut had breakfast, bacon, egg, toast... still drinking tea!
i have now been writing this for an hour...
anyway, early this week i stayed at sarahs because her parents weren't there, they we're in york having a 3 day bumming session with vikings, the smelly bastards! so yeah we walked dogs, i got corn flakes (Y) i bought some bagels, it was all cool, apart from tuesday night, it was sooooooooooo fucking hot, i got about 4 hours sleep.... then on wednesday i had to get for college, then practice at davids, then do a gig at the vic.. fucking hell, on four hours sleep...
monday and tuesday involved us dossing around and trying to get sarahs car fixed because it broke when we tried to load all the drum kit in for lewis' parents 25th anniversary... that was a pretty damn good gig, i say that, what i actually mean is that where is my mind was good, the rest was cool, alot of mistakes, but it was entertaining for all, best part was lewis playing his solo acoustic songs.anyway sarah broke the release handle thing for the back seat... tehe with her manly strength, she hits damn hard... so yeah, they were like, you've got to leave the car here.. we were like "WTF!!!!!!!!!! OMG, mot0rpoint, like, they sed dat you wud so, lyke n33d to orda dat part, init?" and he was like "tbf, i didnt look at that sheet ting, so i am actually bullshitting you, so i'll go have a look now." he came back, then said he was gonna order it, when could we bring it back, thursday was teh answer.... arse holes, on monday we were at motorpoint for over an hour waiting for some tosser to tell us to go to the VW dealer the next day WANKERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!1 well it's all fixed now... and they didnt steal my guitar... thank fuck. it was in there after the gig on wednesday... ok, that kinda summarises the early part of the week.
Wednesday got up at 6, after little sleep... poked sarah, she moaned and told me to shower, she got a couple extra minutes sleep, obviously she had just fallen to sleep the night before cos she is teh l337 sleeper....so she had a resonable nights sleep.. i got out of the shower and she'd made me tea... which was extremely awesome, i got dressed, ate breakfast, made her tea while she showered. she forgot to drink it... nevermind... she ate breakfast, kerrang is wank before 7 because it's some fitness bollocks... anyway, she took me to mine so i could get my hoodie and see mum... then she took me part way to the bus stop... we got to college, we being rob(z) and i after fish0rz got some gregs... we did some lesson bollocks, registered, got our login's and id cards... and then were let go for break early, it seeems that since i last came to burton some faggy pretzel stand has been formed... WANKERS! not bad food... back to class, another couple lessons, key skillz... i dont have to do any exams cos im better then everyone, where as terry who hasnt got an ICT a/s level let alone gcse... he has to do it all, but the lazy cunt can't be arsed, so he's doing non of it and fair play to him! we then trundeled over to J.S' burton based mansion and bought some food/drink, was well funny, rob(z) were in the 10 item or less que, i went to another till and i was done well before they were, HAHAHA, they then got the bus, and then i noticed jimym had turned up (on time) to escort me back to my house and then to davids... we were there well on time, we practiced dance dance alot... jimmy's singing didnt get any better, but us playing it did! (Y) i then ran through davids house in just my boxers to the shower while the dryer aired my sweat covered rags... showered... noticed another fucking blister on my finger.. bloody hell, i should leanr how to hold sticks... jimmy left, we packeg up all the stuff, we then loaded the cars, and off we went, me and jimmy with greg (jimmy's dad not that stupid fag that goes to burton college) we got there just about 5. the only guy that was there was this chap with an acoustic guitar... so me and jimmy waited.. teh nabout 5/10 mins later jon and david arrived... then after more waiting and a pint or 2... cant remeber.. .the headliners actually arrive the tossers, after telling us originally to get tehre for 3... wankers... waited abit more, drank some coke... went got chips and brought it too the band room, ate them... hahah i got the last chips, so everyone had to wait... started setting up shit.. his drum kit was lowzy, i'm taking mine next time... managed to get it the way i want it though... his snare and cymbals were piss poor.... glad i took mine! anyway, couple more drinks, and a relentless WOAH STIMULATION!!!!!!!11 the acoustic man played a load of covers... hands down was awesome... the next band were like artic monkeys.. alot like i mean... they didnt have a drummer cause he was ill and the bass player was a pussy so he didnt play... then it was us... set list was:
Hell Yes (Alkaline Trio) Blood Sex and Booze (Green Day) Private Eye (Alkaline Trio) The Ballad of Chasy Lain (Bloodhound Gang) S2 (eVilAliVe) Queen of Pain (Alkaline Trio) S1 (eVilAliVe) Dance, Dance (Fall Out Boy) She (Green Day)
*its 23.52 now...
we may as well be a faggy covers band, and yes this one time we covered 10 alkaline trio songs in a set. i sweat soo much, i have never been so tired, i loved every second, i've never drummed so hard loud and well, i loved it so much, makes me want to play drums all the time for everyone... always... the headliners sucked, and they are the reason there's a ringing in my ear!!!!!!!!!11 STILL!!! FUCKERS
fran (davids mum) bought me a drink. we got 12.50 each ang living in gaytumn got 50 quid each, the fags...
JOHNNY FUCKING CASH... i love's him
so yeah, got to bed evetually....
i forgot my guitar.. ti was in sarahs car... thankfully the bastard mechanics didnt steal it cos ive got it back now (Y) thursday was long and shite... and everyfucking where is so hot....
"i saw somebody, on the street about a month ago, a very old friend of mine, the evil, two faced, little cunt. and you know what i did? i kept my mouth shut and kept on walking."
Billy Talent Live, Hammersmith Palais 08.09.2006 before "The Ex"
That is what i wish i could have said, unfortunatly my ex got on the bus and sat in front, talked down at me like it was my fault she got shit results... and now has to go to Notss trent.. I say FUCK YOU HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HYOU FUCKING SLAG SLOPPY CUNT LOSER WHOE BAG!!!! DIE!... it was funny how she kept trying to get involved with the conversation i was having with greg.. silly bint... i wish she'd go die, or just moved to russian, or china... hahaha stupid chinese eyed binnt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111
college was ok, simon actually is in out end user support class (SCORE!) gerard was well not arsed to give us work... nickels showed me the new office, looks pretty snazzy, i pissed him off alot the last couple of days because i've been tired and therefore in a lowsy mood, but i tried to explain, it was just me taking the piss, whihc it was.... neverming its all good now.
had an awesome chat with jay on the bus home, he's a sound guy and he had a really interesting story... i like tlaking we had probably the best chat about life i've had in a while, because he listen's and gives genuine advice... and i want to drum for him.. need to hear his shit first. i probably finish writing this... soon
work was wank, as per usual... i went to catherines bye bye party thing, her mum is awesome, and she is a fucking great artist!!!! well done and good luck sir!
so now it's 0031 on sunday, im full, wanting chocolate, there are some giant buttons in my room... and im leaving you with a message hippos and crooks: go with your feelings, strive for success in the things you wnat to succed in, maybe, possibly, somewhere along the line you'll get inspired, and maybe you'll become great and respect or maybe you'll love yourself that little bit more.
BYE!
current music: Johnny Cash - American Recordings, III and IV
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| Sunday, September 10th, 2006
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12:00 am - HAHAHAAHAHHA
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got apyed 20 quid for the 4 or 5 songs i payed tonight, and i ate my fill and drank enough drink... drinking beer i took now.. saw alison moyet... (Y)... mum is a whore because she stripped my bed and ditn make it... and she turned my bin upsidedown... BASTARD... work tomorrow.. HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH.. meow
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| Friday, September 8th, 2006
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3:05 am - Green Day
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just watched basket case live on jools holland 2004, robbie williams was singing along... to the side of them, and people were going crazy.. you dont EVER see that on jools holland...
i want to be like that.. i want to influence generations... and make them jump around like idiots.
it reminded me on distortion 2002 (my first gig), I AM SEEING THEM NEXT TIME THEY TOUR HERE because i miss them... i might join the fan club too.. hmmmm, maybe this month!
i am going to bed now!
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2:16 am - my second greatest love
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is music....
goddman.. songs have so meaning meaning, they make you think and remember... all those great times... the reasons that you listen to songs, the heartbreak, the happiness, the stalking, the wanting of a person. there are sooo many, they make you think of all those endings... and how you could of avoided them or how glad you are that they happened, or the choices you made and the people you pissed off because of them... the soundtrack to my life will never end... i can't stand being without music, it thrive the feeling that those few hundred songs give me, the memories, oh the sweet memories. some of them are bad.. so i'm sitting here, winamp open, im playing through some of those tracks that make me fill up with emotion... (good and bad) check my last.fm if you want to see what ive listened to at this time www.last.fm/user/advo the feeling that you get when one song comes on the touches you... the songs that generate feelings that can destroy you emotionally, i want to write those songs, and the songs that people smile too, the ones that remind people why we are here and why we choose the choices we choose, we all have our own minds, styles, tastes but one song can do anything to you.i love the feeling, when you are totally lost within the words and aurora of a song... the songs that make you cry the happy tears are the best... i love it all, i wish i had the talent.. or the abilities to create/develop such a talent... i want to write music that people can empathises with, or at least be part of the writing, i'd still play drums or whatever, i'd just want to put out my feelings to everyone, all the good ones and all the bad ones to share my experience and nievaty. i wish i wasnt so lazy that i just didnt write down the ideas that came to my head, i wish i could still sing, i wish my voice could hit notes and was powerful.. maybe i should take lessons. maybe i should be more devoted and willing to mould a band/sound ot how i want it. do i even know what sound i want... fuck knows, but when i find one i'll know... it's one of those things.. when you can hear it all in ur head... i want to inspire and drive people, either from behind my drum seat or from behind a mic ( backing or lead) i just want it to be good, and original... i want something that i would devote part of my life too, that i could live with, i genuinly would choose music as a profession if it could get me the money to pay the bills. as jobs go no job is as enjoyable as playing infront of people and watching them watch you and occasionally sing along... and the commetns after a gig they make you feel awesome, and you're on such a natural high leading up too and during, i dont get nervous when i play drums either, i just go out there and beat the crap out of the kit... in such a ways that the sounds do go with what the rest of the band are playing. i need music, to play and to listen too, where ever i go alone... it takes me to my own world where only my mind lives, and i do whatevers on it, which is usually not very much. music is my radar, great song... but it's true.. music is a guide... i love it. i could never get rid of any of the cds i own, each cd holds part of my memory... and my life... i know they take up alot of space but i love them all.
so music is my second biggest passion to sarah my beauty... she got a new car today, it's beautiful, almost as much as her... but not quite. i lvoe her, miss her all the time, she's such a cutie when she sleeps (which is alot of the time). she is wonderful, shame she works, shame i cant plan my life very well so that i can manage seeing her but i'll see her whenever.i want to go places and do stuff with her that i've never done.. i want to do it all... with her.. the music.. my life.. everything, i want her to be a part of it!
it's now 2.47...
i might go to bed... or finish listening to papa roach's new album, it's surprisingly good!
current mood: optimistic current music: Papa Roach - The Paramour Sessions
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| Thursday, September 7th, 2006
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2:24 am - Thank You Terry!
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| Wednesday, September 6th, 2006
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11:55 pm - update + 30 seconds to mars
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FUCKBOLLOCKSTESTICLEWANK!!!! watched the MTV VMA awards hoping to see 30STM get their award... missed the bastard first hour... they probably got it then... wank... had a dream last night that they were support the Heavens.. would be better if they supported tool... and my 30STM - The Kill DJ only promo came today...
FUCKING BASTARD... got charged 35 dollars for postage on an item off ebay.. and if the bint doesnt send it priority mail i will give here negative feedback then find her then kill her and all her family.. WHORE!
sadly.. sarah is getting rid of her car (cum bucket).. thank fuck she's getting a newer more powerful one! this means i get faster lifts with her... we did a 40 mile road trip tonight.. went to alvaston, shardlwo.. almost castle donnington then changed our minds cos i was the only one who knew the way around... then went to spondon asda, bought powerade and smart price tea bags.. then threw the teabags at everyone we saw in derby.. cos we are that cool... want more post tomorrow...
hahahah ive got 2 gigs coming up with 2 different bands, both underpracticed... good luck to me!
laters...
current mood: annoyed current music: 30 Seconds To Mars - S/T
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| Tuesday, September 5th, 2006
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10:29 am - ...postisshite
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9:02 am - Today
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Im nackered... don't why i am up, oh yeah, i do... them penis' went back to school today.. they are toooo loud. at least it aint my mum shouting her bollocks off about the cat being sick in her bed...min The Traitors are punk as fuck and therefore brilliant.... matt skiba's drumming is ace!!!!!
http://chrisbrown.cc/wankometer/index.php
hahhaha, so funny... glad someone could tell me what my masturbation has destroyed. The O.C. is on now!!!!! hahahahaaahaha, californiaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
does coffee really improve your matabalism??! we shall soon found out... or maybe i'll get sick from drinking too much coffee.... work again tonight, getting a bit sick of working ... but cats on tonight so all is good, and phil is back... 7-11 shifts get well boring... so i'' go for shit loads of tea breaks and laugh at rebecca for being a loser and smoking pot with people who are 10 years younger.. hahahaaha loser.... wish the post was here.
WTF!!!!!!!!!11 there's some crazy street cleaner cleaning the street outside my house... the bastard!i like my street dirty.. maybe he's doing it cos the bin men came earlier... fucking recycling!i wish that the bin men became post men so that my shit came faster!!!!!!!!!!1
still cant be arsed to make my journal look snazzy, nevillemaybeanemobastard seems to be a pretty damn good at doing this bollocks!
psh..wank
current mood: crazy current music: The Traitors - Everything Went Shit
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| Monday, September 4th, 2006
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11:53 am - hahaaha, score
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The Traitors - Everything Went Shit and Chinese Finger Traps' EP came today, fucking hell, the traitors are awesome.... my mum is a fag, she woke me up shouting cos the cat was sick on her bed, im gonna go slap her down, and the make the cat sick on her... (Y)
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| Sunday, September 3rd, 2006
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10:45 am - lol - found tthis on myspace
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3:35 am - lol drunk
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lollllllllllllllllllll, im drunk, i can barely type, score!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111 lol missed my baby soooo much tonighht, wish she was less tired and more up for drinkknig!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111111 meow, plus 44 rox0rzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!
ADIOS!
current mood: drunk current music: Plus 44
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| Saturday, September 2nd, 2006
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9:41 am - A Good Day
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So yeah, last night was great, drank loads, didnt get FUCKED UP this year, no silly bint there either! SCORE! good music, BBQ was good, a little rain! the day was cool, got up around 8... jimmy came round about 11, we played WWE Smackdown Shut Your Mouth, at the end of it i beat him 4:3... the bastard is getting better.we then wrapped my presents into a TV box using some yellow tape my dad used to use to hold his very old Renault 5 together... then we went to tesco so jimmy could buy david a tesco value suprise (anything tesco value wrapped up in tesco value paper).we went to the pub beer garden to sneakly eat our snadwiches and wrap the present, i bought some drinks, during the wrapping, jimym managed to knock my pint over and soak the paper.IDIOT! so it took a roll of paper and two rolls of cellotape to wrap the prest (Tesco Value Cider, Bitter and A Computer Mouse).we finally got to davids after more shite driving/parking.. he loved all the presents.. i know its a day early but im not going to see him till late today.we tidied, went shopping (jimmy cant park, he hit a pillar like 4 times.. LOLOLOLOLOL) and played Perfect Dark (N64) jimmy liked to stand behind me and shoot me in the head.. DICK, we were on the same team! people started crusing in about 6.45... party was great... at time, at others it felt really empty, just missing the old days when everyone was there!Sarah put me to bed, i love her dearly... :D:D:D
So yeah, work till 7, meal tonight, maybe town afterwards if i can be arsed. LAters!
current mood: cold current music: The Matches - E Von Dahl Killed The Locals
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| Friday, September 1st, 2006
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9:46 am - Happy Birthday Phil!
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Fucking illness, got a cold from nowhere, i blame hayfever, dogs and the nhs for selling the drugs that everyone knows they have for the common cold, the BASTARDS! aside from that i am good, looking forward to kicking jimmy's ass when he comes round in about an hour.. not kicking his ass literally i mean on perfect dark, because old school is the SHIT! also looking forward to davids party, and the mail ariving... ahahha, need to find enough wrapping papper for davids present.wish there was still two posts in a day in stead of one random one between 7am and 4pm, god knows whne it comes! It's phil's birthday, damn me and my lack of ability to send cards or finish a letter, i will make it up to him, i'll phone his mum... i've taken my hayfever tablet, vitamin C adn paracetamol, and NOTHING has any effect, maybe i should use my nasal spray, smells shit but works... need a shower too... and damn it weve got to recycle now! stupid extra bins!!!!!!!1 the council has got it in for everyone, if everything was edable we wouldnt ever have to throw anything away... PSH!
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